Tuesday, 20 May 2008
okies..haloes....today is S.Syarfa.B.J birthday...the cake we bake turn out very well for me but not sure to others..very nice seh..hehe... proud tau..LOL..den she want go watch the movie congkak at cwp,cathay..n i wanna watch speed racer..so u tell me how.. in the end give in to badae girl lor..haha...actuali not much money pon left but nvm i rela spent my money jus to make her hapi...hehe.. badae wat..ryte3....hahax...so we watch at 6.30..went in quite late cos mustakim not there yet..so kecian syarfa must wait for him outside..so scary i tell u...den mus came.. he go step syarfa's fren leg..haha..so funi..cos dark wat...den stupid him scare me so many times.. argh..but all along quite nice...oh yar...btw i am so hapi.. hapi giler...the someone i had crush for b4 msg me..hehe... i ask him to tell me hu give my no. to him... but he don wanna tell seh... wat sia...but nvm...don care lar... he msg me can liao...oh yar btw its supposed to be crush play2 but at last kinda like him abit now.. donnoe... hack care lar...fyi i wanna tell u jus now but u don seems interested so i jus shut my mouth...i will tell u more when we are normal..or sometin like dat..donnoe lar.. i jus go wif the flow...i'm tellin u so u wont misunderstood me...haix...nvm....so hapi.. i feel high.. i am flying..aniwae actuali i want tasha,tity pon go...but they no money lar.. haix... compem more funi if they have..
kan3 syarfa..hehe...den suddenly... things went like shit... syarfa lost her purse.. haix... den i late liao cos its alrdy 8 plus n i'm still at cwp.. n i was so dead meat at dat point of tyme.. cos my dad donnoe i go cwp...haha.dare devil pe... so ok lar tu...so we accompany her find her wallet.. i felt so worried n sad as if its my purse...if bein kinda "twin" can alrdy feel how the other person feel den wat more a fren kan...after finish searching..still cant find.. we go report at the cathay there...i reali hope it will be found..cos so many valuable there ryte syarfa.. don tink too much... jus hope it came back to u... wat a incident happened during her badae somemore...haix... so the wrong timing...i go home wif mus take mrt cos damn late liao...i'm not blaming u tau syarfa tau cos of late...i sincerely wanna help u find the purse...don wori cos when i reach home although my dad alrdy at home but i neva kena scold.. so glad...hem.. all the way in the mrt i kept quiet cos so sad.. den mus ask me y..den i say notin.. haha...
how am i supposed to voice out my problem when no one seems care...i meant i try to voice out when its the perfect tyme but everytime i wanna do dat sometin will stop me from doin dat.. i donnoe how to explain...haix...y u hack care...nvm la...(oh yar btw to everyone don terase if u din treat me dat way...)_referin to previous posts......oh yar supposed to post tis at the pervious posts but forget..here goes....btw its so obvious u don like me ard or sometin lke dat.. i said so cos when u say sometin or do u would oni mentioning dat few names n i din even hear my NAME.. not at all...hack care lar.... i no longer wanna care abt u... fucking!!!!
u sure not i don wanna share wif u..ah..ah..ah....hahax...it shows dat how much u don noe me..hahax...its not dat i don wanna share or tell but tell me if u interested to noe..cos recently like u don care if u noe not..sori but dats how i feel...reali...n btw u sure not i din realise it.. i sooo long realised it... but i wanna do sometin abt it but... i donnoe.. ur face like menyampah lookin at me like dat... i don noe lar how to say..shit man.....but i noe u would say i tink too much n stuffss....but..if u tink like dat den i don have much to say...hem...u oso din exactly share anitin wif me kan3...maybe there's notin to share oso..in conclusion..wat i wanna say is... i still wanna be close to u but included if u still want oso... if i oni want later perasan like dat..haix...hope u get wat i'm tryin to say...me too realise how far we r now...totally sad.. hope things get better...
i was kinda hurt when u say sometin like stupid friendship blablabla den suddenly got lame... is having a friendship or not does not make ani different to u? hemm i wonder... but nvm.. cos everyone has their own views abt frens... me kyky also wish dat there will be no problems in friendship..but better still in this world no problems AT ALL... ryte... support me anione...some parts....i blurr...Labels: i make sure i blame myself when i did sometin wrong...n not blaming others...
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