Hello peeps! many things had happen recently. it is jus so hard for me to handle even without hurting anyone. haix... but i cant take the whole blame. maybe a little i suppose. haix.. i hate it... criously!! n so currently running away from the problem... yea.. unfortunately... den wat more could i do?? i tried to take a step back and start a new.. but ur words seem so.... it's so hard for me to describe. i tot u might noe wat kind of person am i. but.. NOT!! u don seem to noe...u jus simly forget wat i used to tell u... dat is why i'm running away from the problem. what more could i say?? i am suck at solving problem!! haix... anione wanna help me?? i reali donnoe wat to do.. and i am totally unhapi when u din tell me the full details about how i treat u.. my goodness... wat u wan i to do??? u tell me la.. wallao!!! i reali donnoe.. n now wat u want actuali.. i noe that sentence was suppose to be mine but... haix.. i reali donnoe wat to say. i feel that u jus make it worst... entahla... haix.. forget it lar.. i lazy wanna think abt it .. cos the more i think the more i'm hurt. i noe u r hurt too. HAIX! I'm sori i appear in ur life. i'm sori to cause all this. i'm sori we meet. i'm sori to hurt u.I'M SORI!! maybe its all MY FAULT! i'm gonna let the nature decide.
lets start a new nice post about my day... heee... later boncit say i lazy wanna update...heh! today suppose to go kak uda school the sports day.. but guess wat tyme i woke up.. its 1+.. woohoo!! cool kan.. so shiok... hee.. so woke up feeling hungry and eat a bread and biscuit. den pray all.. n blablabla.. watch fantastic four.. den help my sis colour her papers.. pray.. blablabla... use lappy awhile.. den realise that the batt is goin to die soon. so off n here i am using the comp in the room. it had been soooo long... i use the comp in the room.. later wanna watch sifu n tongga which tity recommend... haha i miss my dear frens alot!! tasha!! syarfa!! corrine!! ain!! tity!! azri!! rashid!! bla blablabla.. too many to mention. heh! padahal i see tity almost everyday.. heh!
aniwae yesterday mit sucker!! hahax... had our usual laugh... HAHA...
kla dats all for now.. tired ah.. heh!! update soon if i feel like okie!! sooo... stay tuned!
~~sometimes i wonder if i make the right choice if i had being with you.~~
